Thursday, July 21, 2011
Wednesday, July 20, 2011
Lately I feel an almost constant feeling of excitement and possibility, and a feeling that I can do the things I want to do, that I can decide what I want, and bring it into my life.
There is also this feeling of so many potentials swirling all around me, and every decision I make seems to have several versions of possible outcome. Is this what they call the Vortex, that mysterious place where one's dreams become reality? How can I choose which way to go? Or is it that all I need to do, is to mind my vibration, and draw those things to myself which are a match to me?
Maybe it's like the liquid in the cocoon trying to figure out how its going to fly... when as a caterpillar it was fat and heavy, and it has no real idea of what wings are though it knows that they will be magical and will bring freedom.
Saturday, February 13, 2010
For days I watched the news and cried for these people, and the main question in my mind was "Why?".
There was one news report of a young teenage boy with a broken leg. His father was dead. He lay on his pallet outside in the open air, gripping the reporter lady's hand, and crying "Why, why?".
Then I watched the world rally to the cause, with Obama in the lead, and I knew why. This country has been struggling along for a long time, with not much help. They were getting nowhere. Now they have a new start, with new energy, money, ideas and people all coming in to the country to help them get on their feet in a whole new way. This has been a very sad time, but the future will be very different to what it would have been without the earthquake.
And that explains why there are so many survivors who have been dug out from under the rubble after unprecedented numbers of days without food and water. Deep down in their spirits they know that there is something to live for.
Saturday, August 15, 2009
How intangible is that? It's like flying a plane with a cockpit that has no controls. And yet it works...
So it's no use begging, screaming, yelling, demanding or forcing... I know those things don't work. It looks to me like the trick is to be in alignment with myself, for when all of me wants the same thing then it can come in.
I wonder what I am attracting to myself now? I know what I want...
Friday, August 14, 2009
I have just brought some good things in to my life, things which I realize I have been desiring for quite a long time, and yet I've been judging those same things as being "incorrect", as my mind has been trained to think that "I can do better than that", etc.
So here is the trick, I realize - to allow my true desires, despite the judgements which I may have about them, or about myself if I allow those things in.
Somehow I have managed to do it, and to let those things in. Yay!
From now on, I will let it flow.
I also realized today that so much of what I have experienced in the last 2 years is good, it has enriched me in ways which I could not have understood if I had not taken this leg of the journey. I am glad of it. And yet if I had done the "right" things, I would not have had these experiences.
What am I talking about? In real world terms, I have been living in a poor mixed-race neighbourhood, barely affording the rent, but getting to know some real (no bullshit, no facade) people and learning to create my own safe space around me. In a few days I will move in to government housing, just around the corner, with a nicer home at half the rent. I will leave behind my flashing, known child molester and slightly crazy neighbour (who also shared a lot with me about his culture and point of view, but who I stopped talking to at some point). So now I will have a family with 6 kids who are out of control living on one side, but I know it's going to be ok. Once I would have been afraid to live in a neighbourhood like this. Now I know these are just people, trying to live their lives. I don't need to separate myself to be safe. To me this is another step in my liberation as a human being. I am enriched and expanded (by the experience, and also by the people I have come to know), and I feel grateful for that.
Even before I moved to this town, there was something about these little government houses which attracted me. Something in me said I would one day live in one. Sounds like a step in the "wrong" direction, doesn't it? And lately, those same houses were getting insulation installed, and new fencing, and paint... and I thought how nice it would be to have that. So here I am, about to move in to a freshly painted, freshly carpeted little brick house with a new fence all the way around it...
Monday, December 29, 2008
Crystal skulls are the flavour of the month, with the new Indiana Jones movie featuring them. My sister is a crystal enthusiast. She has some amazing pieces, and her latest addition is a crystal skull. I haven't seen it yet, but she's been sending me links to photos and information about crystal skulls in general, and they are quite amazing to look at and feel the energy of. Her latest email contained a link to Journeys of the Crystal Skull Explorers, where I downloaded a free ebook packed with interesting information, photos of many beautiful skulls, and such wonderful energy! Looking through the book was almost like having a meditation. Each skull has it's own feeling and prompts it's own reaction in the viewer. I'm glad I took the time to look at this, it was worth it.
Wednesday, October 22, 2008
Channeled by Geoffrey Hoppe of the Crimson Circle, on 4 October 2008.
Tuesday, October 7, 2008
You can find a free text download here.
Friday, September 26, 2008
For months I have worked very hard, and been out of that state of grace. I think that losing my son made me doubt my own ability as a creator, or maybe, made me doubt that God, Universe, Spirit, whatever actually wanted anything good for me. Maybe it is one and the same thing. The result was hard times.
I am coming out of that now, and goodness is flowing my way.
I can feel the difference in my body when I am in the flow of grace. I am relaxed, and though I may be working, I'm not working hard, not stressing, not trying hard to make things happen. I just know what I want, and it comes.
When I get out of the flow, I begin to wrestle with things, trying to make them work. The results drop off... the difference is subtle, but the outcome is very different.
I want to stay in this state of grace forever.
Tuesday, September 9, 2008
Here is the blurb from the website:
This Sophia-Teaching invites you to understand where financial abundance originally came from. During your spiritual awakening this aspect of your life wants to evolve also into a New Financial Balance. Sophia invites you to remember a long forgotten energetic bond between your soul and you. This bond had been held sacred and was honored in the rituals and ceremonies of old religions.
It’s the Feminine Energy of your soul that wants to bring a caring and nurturing quality back into your life. The lack of abundance we experience in our lives clearly shows us how long we have been disconnected from this source within us and how deeply our energetic reserves are depleted.
Sophia talks about some energy patterns and memories that block the flow of abundance in our lives. She answers questions about this important topic and invites us to open up to a new kind of receiving once more.You can download the book at the Sofia website (www.eelea.de) and also at Lulu Press. It costs $12.42, but I can tell you right now it is worth every cent, and you definitely won't have heard it all before.